Four days til classes start. I am all ready as far as supplies go, but still waiting on two books that I need for one class. As far as being psychologically ready, well I guess I am as good as I am going to get with that one. I am happy about the fact that I don’t have an 8am class and only one day that I have a 9am lab.
For the past two weeks, I have made sure that I have gone out and did something, just so I don’t fall into the trap of staying in and getting more stuck in my depression. I am feeling pretty good about doing that, because I feel like I am accomplishing something, instead of feeling like I am worthless.
Got some really good shots this past week. I am going to share some with you all here….
I have decided that I am going to be more proactive in getting my portfolio ready to show and hopefully get the photos ready for the showing in the spring. I have way too many pictures that I am not sharing with the world. Some people think that I am really talented, and though I like the photos I take, I don’t feel talented at all. Sometimes I think that the way I perceive my photos are better than others would. I guess I have to give it a chance and deal with rejection in order to see if I am good at photography.
If I happen to be good enough to sell some of my shots, I decided that I would turn whatever money I get into better equipment. I know what camera I would like and I could really use a tripod. Maybe with better equipment, I can take better pictures.
Well, I guess that is about it for today. TTFN