One class today and then back home to get some serious work done. I was so sick last week that I almost called 911. I am guessing I just had the flu, but I was almost unable to move and my head was spinning so bad. I know I had fever and I kina wish I had a thermometer so I could have known how high it was. It felt as though my eyes were going to pop out of my head because of the pressure behind them.
I managed to feel better after the fever broke. I still was mega stuffed up but I could deal with that. I even during my fever tried to eat some soup, but only managed to take like two spoonfuls and needed to go back to bed.
I am just glad it passed, but I ended up missing three days of school. I have so much to catch up on, it is crazy. I did have most of the weekend to catch up and well I wasted all day yesterday and I am so mad at myself. Now I have to rush through and will not get the kind of grades I am looking for.
This semester I was thinking, what is the point of trying so hard for the highest grade, and was slacking off a bit. Now however I found out that if I keep my GPA above a 3.5 I can get 30% off of my tuition. I am so mad that I have not been working as hard as I was last semester, because now I don’t know if I can keep that kind of a GPA. I so f’ed myself.
Even though it is Presidents day and most other schools have off today, I still have a class today. I really don’t feel like going and if I had not missed so much last week, I would not be going today. I am wondering what is wrong with me. Why am I having such a hard time this semester? It is not that I don’t like all my classes. I really like three of them, but I am finding it so hard to get motivated. Sometimes I think to myself, what is the point. This is not good at all. I have to get out of this funk and I have to really try, as each day comes, it gets so much more difficult.
Alright this is going to be it for today. This picture above was my favorite thing to do, and actually I owned a few of these, because I would lose a piece or two and just needed to have it replaced. I have even thought about finding another set and buying it for me now. I used to spend hours and hours just making more and more spirals. I used the pens so fast and would have to replace them with others. I can remember using sharp pencils and being very careful not to brake the tip. I guess my love for spirals started with this set. Well you all have a good one. TTFN